An update.

I've been finishing college applications for the past few days. The weirdest thing about my life right now is that I have no idea where I'm going to be in a year from now. I have this blurred, surreal idea of the future. It's all too much to consider. 

I honestly don't THINK I'll end up on the east coast next year. Partially because I'm realistic and not expecting to get accepted by the schools I'm applying to, and also because I've lived in California my whole life. I want to, though.

I don't think I'll end up in Oregon, or Southern California either. I'm not sure why.

Will I end up at a private college, or a a state university? No one- not even I- will know until March or April.