A little bit of clarity.

Everyone who reads this is (hopefully) my friend, so I wanted to clear things up about the strange changes in my relationship status over the past couple of days. I know this may not be okay with the boyfriend, but I'm proceeding. 

I never wanted to be the kind of girl, or the have the kind of relationship, where breaking up was something to be taken lightly. It is. I am deeply apologetic. I take my long-term relationship seriously, not to the point where it interferes with other things in my life, but so that it is relatively happy and stable. I know it hasn't seemed like that. I take all of the blame- I make mistakes, and treating someone who loves me in the manner that I did was completely uncalled for and immature.

I keep little thoughts secret in my mind and repress them until they become huge, weighty problems. That in itself is probably worse than the problems! I mess up, I screw up. The underlying message is that I'm sorry. And I hope I can redeem my drama-free image soon.