Tuesday, March 31

yes, i gave in.

A
- Age: in between.
- Annoyance: AP. the acronym itself has become irritating.
- Animal: crackers.

B
- Birthday: around thanksgiving, always.
- Best Friend: plural. i have many.
- Body Part on opposite sex: hands. face. eyes. mouth.
- Blind or Deaf: mute.
- Best weather: indian summers.
- Been in Love: yes. 
- Been on stage: briefly. and sometimes in front of a garrison flag!
- Believe in Magic: love is the greatest magic- I believe. [sorry, rachel, I sort of took your answer.]

C
- Candy: chocolate, please.
- Color: turquoise, or lime green.
- Chocolate/ Vanilla: chocolate. i just said that?
- Chinese/Mexican: mexican : )
- Cake or pie: depends on the flavor, and my mood.
- Continent to visit: let's go to australia! 
- Cheese: havarti

D
- Day or Night: day and night. [haha]
- Dancing in the rain: why not?

E
- Everyone's got: what someone else wants. 

F
- First thoughts waking up: more sleep.

G
- Greatest Failure: .....
- Goals: find happiness. work. gain success. repeat. : ]
- Get along with your parents: i attempt.

H
- Hair Color: brown.
- Height: 5'3" but that's an approximation. 
- Happy: sure!
- Holiday: Halloween is fun.
- How do you want to die: I don't want to die; it will just happen.

I
- Ice Cream: delicious!
- Instrument: nope.

J
- Jewelry: 1 spirit cord from toro, a hair barrette with a heart on it, and a necklace I got for christmas.
- Job: student & volunteer.

K
- Kids: are cute.
- Kickboxing or karate: self-defense!
- Keep a journal?: yes, actually.

L
- Love:  ♥ 
- Letter: i write them.

M
- Milk flavor: soymilk, please.
- Movie: elizabethtown
- Motion sickness?: reading in the car.
- MickeyD's or BK: uh, rather not.

N
- Number: number the stars

O
- One wish: at 11:11.

P
- Perfect Pizza: wipe off the grease.

Q
- Quail: is the only animal i can think of with a name beginning with 'q.'

R
- Reason to cry: i disappoint.
- Radio Station: click. click. click.
- Roll your tongue in a circle: i can!

S
- Song: sing. sing-song. "...you shot through my life like a shooting star"
- Shoe size: 8
- Salad Dressing: italian [me too, rei!]
- Sushi: no!
- Skinny dipped?: not.
- Shower daily?: typically.

T
- Tattoos: mmhmm.
- Time for bed: yeah.
- Thunderstorms: are pretty.
- Unpredictable: "spontaneous"

U
-Ukuleles: lalalala 

V
- Vacation spot(s): I don't know?

W
- Weakness: i've got a list of them.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: ?
- Who makes you laugh the most: ?
- Worst feeling: alone.
- Wanted to be a model: uh...no.
- Worst weather: any extremes. I like the coastal weather. : }

X
- X-Rays: at the dentist's.

Y
- Year it is now: 2009.
- Yellow: is cheerful.

Z
- Zoo animal: they're in cages. but i love going to the zoo.

shall i have a "stolen" of my own?

[i am so cliche sometimes,
but i don't really like cliche.]

I'm thinking about stealing rei's alphabet survey for my blog.


Friday, March 27

'blogging during free block'

hey, here's a thought for the day:

every day, there are people who are in pain, there are people who die, there are people who experience failure.

but, still, there are also people who live.
each new day, someone somewhere falls in love.
there are people who smile & learn something inspiring. there's renewed hope.

every single day
there are people who struggle & people who find happiness.
& some days, there are people who do
both.

survive.

distance myself, more space.
break.
i hesistate.
stop-pause-
don't say sorry.
be rational, don't jump to conclusions.
how about you look before you leap?
your drop in self-esteem
was visible in that moment.
trust. enjoy. carefree...
please, you're great.
-the optimist
to a girl i've known so long:
you will never see this,
because you don't pay attention.
it's okay if she doesn't want to talk to me.
it's okay if she doesn't like to remember
all of our games, all of those afternoons,
all of our memories.
i just wanted to let her know
that i still do.
oh my gosh, i feel bad now
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry.
i feel remorse for my lies.
[i will apologize to this person tonight.]
I love you, i don't deserve all of it,
i'm disappointing.
one more thing,
[to the person i'm thinking about]
i wholeheartedly like our phone conversations.
[i feel a regret coming soon.]
: /
To no one in particular:
I've got goals.
I've got inward plans;
I'm just unsure.
But I'm happy with my life.
[I just feel a need to blog sometimes.]

Monday, March 23

unknown facts of me,

When I was younger, I wanted to:
build a treehouse.

My first pet was:
a goldfish i got at the fair.

I once dated:
a guy with the same birthday as me. weird.

Last night, I:
had good dreams. : )

For my next birthday, I would like to:
donate money to charity.

I would hate it if:
i had too many regrets.

I can't help but laugh out loud when:
anyone makes a good "that's what she said" comment. : }

I love the book:
"night" by elie weisel.

The furthest I've ever travelled to:
nyc.

I think President Obama:
should not smoke cigarettes anymore.

My car:
is nonexistent.

I've always wanted to have a pet:
turtle, or a horse.

I sometimes fantasize about:
things i would probably not do in real life just yet.

I have a scar from:
white stag, camp cutter. those darn mosquitoes. 

My name means:
"Princess" [but it also is my grandmother's name, which makes me happy.]

My father worked at:
well, currently, MCOE, but he has had many interesting jobs throughout his life. this is a random question?

My heroes are:
writers of truth and genuine feelings, people who sacrifice for their kids, and anyone who makes it a goal to be brave & kind.

I crave:
dark chocolate.

When I go to Taco Bell, I always order:
a cheese quesadilla. drive thru!

I hate when people:
act super ungrateful, or complain 24/7.

I once fell:
in love. <3>

I want to get married:
in the future, possibly.

People say I look like:
my mom.

My celebrity crush is:
hmm? don't have one.

I cannot eat:
animals.

My favorite thing about summer is:
freedom, maximum sunshine, and camp!

My mom tells me that when I was born:
it was REALLY painful.

I've lost:
some innocence, and my keys last week. but i found them in marissa's car yesterday. haha.

The fragrance i enjoy is:
sandalwood.

Sunday, March 22

timeline:


Friday night: 
Sadies in the 80's with Sean! ♥♥♥
Neon sunglasses.
Dancing. ♥
McDonald's after...walking through a drive-through. Haha.
late night.

Saturday:
early morning eggo waffles!
zoe's party.
sitting on top of a staircase, awkwardly blocking everyone from the bathroom.
drinking austrian lemonade.
the cemetery.

Today:
photography.
centurion cactus plants.
taco bell & girl scout cookies.
homework, currently. blah.

I was happy I got to see Zoe, and Rachel, Sasha, Nikki, Sahara, Cami, Madi, etc.
I feel sorry for Alex. Haha. He had to survive first-time encounters with Sean, my grandparents, Rachel, and Sasha this weekend, as well as my "that's what she said" joke in the car.
The poor boy must already be overwhelmed with just dealing with my sister. 
: ]

Wednesday, March 18

who knew there was so much love in the world?

 

Good gracious.

But good gracious, you've got to educate him first. You can't expect a boy to be vicious until he's been to a good school.
-Saki (Hugh Hector Munro)
 
[I read this quote today in the back of english class, and found it enjoyable.]


Friday, March 13

A Kodak moment.


Sisters
Originally uploaded by sara turquoise
Pretty darn cute. Even if we are wearing identical outfits. [whose weird idea was that?]

Wednesday, March 11

el sangre

No, Virginia, I did not faint. 

*One pint of blood can save three lives. [Rachel told me that.]

Monday, March 9

"talking about the middle east..."

Iran.

It bothers my friend and I, how a lot of people pronounce the name of the country of Iran as "i-ran" instead of "eeh-ran." 

NO. You're not running anywhere, and it sounds "stupid-american" to say it like that. Especially when it's a politician who is saying it. 
We're going to change the spelling or something, because it's irritating.
Although, spelling it like "Eran" would probably just make those people pronounce it similarly to "errand," which isn't better.

I don't think this bothers anyone else? We're sensitive.
: ]]]




Thursday, March 5

i think i understand.

Share your secret
With me, please,
If you need a listener.
The insecure and intimate
And self-exposing thoughts
Will not escape the confinements of your trust.

I am not skilled in speaking
Or making small, idle talk.
The words, the expressions
Convey more meaning flowing into my brain
Than they do when I hear the noise
Uselessly leaving my mouth.
I like to listen, relate, and debate.
I like to console, counsel, and empathize.
I even like nodding my head.

Share with me 
Anything that goes on in your mind
That would like to come outside.
Let me sit with you,
Let me think, cry, and try to
Have a new perspective.

Make the small talk,
Make the even bigger talk,
Make whatever you wish,
And I will be there.
So please shut me up,
But never shut me out.
I am a listener.

Monday, March 2

weekend

i give thanks for a great weekend.
it was very fun, inspiring, and i am quite enthusiastic about the program this year.

our "star" of phase three staff is amazing, and i know we have strong leadership and are actually going to know what we're doing! 

Oh gosh. I need to remember some more great, memorable quotations from this weekend. I like to post them on my MySpace blog.

  • "...All you need in life is a hot guy..." -Nikki 
"And DUCT TAPE!"-Zoe
  • "Sensual....going to grandma's" -Sasha and Sahara

muchos mas?