Tuesday, March 31

shall i have a "stolen" of my own?

[i am so cliche sometimes,
but i don't really like cliche.]

I'm thinking about stealing rei's alphabet survey for my blog.


Friday, March 27

'blogging during free block'

hey, here's a thought for the day:

every day, there are people who are in pain, there are people who die, there are people who experience failure.

but, still, there are also people who live.
each new day, someone somewhere falls in love.
there are people who smile & learn something inspiring. there's renewed hope.

every single day
there are people who struggle & people who find happiness.
& some days, there are people who do
both.

survive.

distance myself, more space.
break.
i hesistate.
stop-pause-
don't say sorry.
be rational, don't jump to conclusions.
how about you look before you leap?
your drop in self-esteem
was visible in that moment.
trust. enjoy. carefree...
please, you're great.
-the optimist
to a girl i've known so long:
you will never see this,
because you don't pay attention.
it's okay if she doesn't want to talk to me.
it's okay if she doesn't like to remember
all of our games, all of those afternoons,
all of our memories.
i just wanted to let her know
that i still do.
oh my gosh, i feel bad now
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry.
i feel remorse for my lies.
[i will apologize to this person tonight.]
I love you, i don't deserve all of it,
i'm disappointing.
one more thing,
[to the person i'm thinking about]
i wholeheartedly like our phone conversations.
[i feel a regret coming soon.]
: /
To no one in particular:
I've got goals.
I've got inward plans;
I'm just unsure.
But I'm happy with my life.
[I just feel a need to blog sometimes.]

Monday, March 23

unknown facts of me,

When I was younger, I wanted to:
build a treehouse.

My first pet was:
a goldfish i got at the fair.

I once dated:
a guy with the same birthday as me. weird.

Last night, I:
had good dreams. : )

For my next birthday, I would like to:
donate money to charity.

I would hate it if:
i had too many regrets.

I can't help but laugh out loud when:
anyone makes a good "that's what she said" comment. : }

I love the book:
"night" by elie weisel.

The furthest I've ever travelled to:
nyc.

I think President Obama:
should not smoke cigarettes anymore.

My car:
is nonexistent.

I've always wanted to have a pet:
turtle, or a horse.

I sometimes fantasize about:
things i would probably not do in real life just yet.

I have a scar from:
white stag, camp cutter. those darn mosquitoes. 

My name means:
"Princess" [but it also is my grandmother's name, which makes me happy.]

My father worked at:
well, currently, MCOE, but he has had many interesting jobs throughout his life. this is a random question?

My heroes are:
writers of truth and genuine feelings, people who sacrifice for their kids, and anyone who makes it a goal to be brave & kind.

I crave:
dark chocolate.

When I go to Taco Bell, I always order:
a cheese quesadilla. drive thru!

I hate when people:
act super ungrateful, or complain 24/7.

I once fell:
in love. <3>

I want to get married:
in the future, possibly.

People say I look like:
my mom.

My celebrity crush is:
hmm? don't have one.

I cannot eat:
animals.

My favorite thing about summer is:
freedom, maximum sunshine, and camp!

My mom tells me that when I was born:
it was REALLY painful.

I've lost:
some innocence, and my keys last week. but i found them in marissa's car yesterday. haha.

The fragrance i enjoy is:
sandalwood.

Sunday, March 22

timeline:


Friday night: 
Sadies in the 80's with Sean! ♥♥♥
Neon sunglasses.
Dancing. ♥
McDonald's after...walking through a drive-through. Haha.
late night.

Saturday:
early morning eggo waffles!
zoe's party.
sitting on top of a staircase, awkwardly blocking everyone from the bathroom.
drinking austrian lemonade.
the cemetery.

Today:
photography.
centurion cactus plants.
taco bell & girl scout cookies.
homework, currently. blah.

I was happy I got to see Zoe, and Rachel, Sasha, Nikki, Sahara, Cami, Madi, etc.
I feel sorry for Alex. Haha. He had to survive first-time encounters with Sean, my grandparents, Rachel, and Sasha this weekend, as well as my "that's what she said" joke in the car.
The poor boy must already be overwhelmed with just dealing with my sister. 
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